im BACK from OBS! i wouldnt say i loved obs, but yet i cant say i hated it either. i mean. yeah it was bad with the wet tents and disgusting hygiene, but i learnt so much about myself. so many things that i never knew about myself before. its like just amazing and all. i never knew that i could bear to sleep in a wet tent. maybe i was just too tired to think? and i never knew that i could do business ON THE BEACH. maybe it was just too urgent? and i never knew that i could sleep without bathing after utterly drenching myself in sea water. maybe because there was no other choice? i never knew i could miss my home so much i could cry till my nose gets blocked so much i cant breathe, and just looking back at the lights in Singapore would make me cry. maybe i was also scared cause it was dark? and i never knew that i could survive in complete darkness just because i held hands with the two people beside me. maybe because they were a source of warmth, comfort and help? and i never knew that obs would be such a memory for me.

i actually dreaded obs. i didnt want to go. at all. but now as i look back. it made new memories, helped me bond with my classmates, see how they are like inside. how enthusiastic and fun they really are, and not just the stoned silence that we see in class everyday cause everyone's stressed out by school stuff. hurray for 3e6 man. we have to be more enthu! like 3e9. they are so super hyped up la. heard their cheers? i mean. they have MULTIPLE cheers. we dont even have one. JIAYOUS YEAH?

hyper-ness is running out. isotonic drink isnt doing its work anymore... im getting sleepy... i shall go sleep. syf rehearsal tomorrow... i have to be ready! gdnight people. have fun! (:

leaving for PULAU UBIN like tomorrow. and its kinda freaky. im going to be away from home for another 5days! eek. anyways. my bag is finally packed. and its so huge la. and im bring a lot of stuff which my sister actually brought for HER obs. hehheh. so funny la. they ask us to bring the matchbox and fire starters is like one box per person like that, like we will use so many?! and i was like so scared that my clothes get ruined by mud and stuff like that, im wearing weird clothes. and im so NOT bringing my 2e8 class tee cause im not going to risk spoiling that [sentimental value yeah?] and and and. no sleeping bag either, cause i WILL dirty it and i WILL have a hard time washing it when i get back. and im wearing my brothers sandals. and his shoes that he wears out to the beach that kind one for the water activities. and two of the shirts im bringing are his too. [hahah. the joy of having a younger brother who is... well... bigger than you and has clothes that no one else would ever wear ever again which is too small for him so i can take it. (: ] hahah. its so funny la. (: i was like telling my mum that i didn't want to spoil my clothes, then she just opened my brothers drawer, grabbed out two shirts and threw them at me, ask me to go try, then i just packed it in. hahah. and now. im physically ready for obs. but not mentally. i still can't believe im going off for obs like tomorrow and i wont be back till like. Friday. eek.

anyways. Saturday is the syf rehearsal! at the Singapore conference hall there. and im going to be so dead tired la. so im going to need all the strength i can get! wheeee~ i think ill just go simply hyper on Friday so that i will survive till Saturday. hahah. [and Mozilla Firefox insists that i spell Friday with a capital F. and Saturday with a capitol S. and even Mozilla Firefox has to be capitalised. this is annoying.] hmm. dont know what else to say.